Little Alexx Blog

Happy first week of December! It’s freezing cold today and if you know me at all, you know that I am slowly dying on the inside.

Spent this past weekend curled up in ball in the dark suffering from the plague (I’m just dramatic, but honestly though, I was feeling pretty terrible). Thank you for those who brought me stuff or sent good vibes my way. And thanks to the best papa ever who came into town to take me to the hospital. You’re the best. Also, yes. My doctor’s name was Dr. Grey, and yes. That in itself almost made me fall out of my bed.  (My love for Grey’s Anatomy will remain true.)

Well, after getting many many hours of sleep and rest, I had a good amount of time to sit back, stare out the window, and contemplate life, what’s new. Honestly, this sickness could not have come at a worst time due to getting ready for the week before finals and the hundreds of things I have had to do. Anyways, I am happy to report back to you wonderful people I made A’s on all of my recent papers and ya girl (also still semi sick, but not contagious!), is prospering.

As finals approach us and hit HARD, I wish to send good vibes and uplifting words to you as we get to the final week before we are free to be with family, friends, and yummy food. No one does Christmas better than my family and man, I am excited to see everyone. May your studying be thorough and your professors be kind. Amen.

In a month, gone will be my angsty teenage years and ahead my insane grown up ones.  (To be fair, I’m going to be an 80 year old woman wearing black nail polish with teenage angst, but I’m okay with that) I am so excited for my future. It’s so close that I can almost touch it, but not quite. I forget that I’m still in this season of my life where I am just waiting. But in this waiting, I am able to begin stretching out my wings and get ready to soar. For every day I work, for every class I go to, for every hour I stay up late reading and writing papers , I am one step closer to my dream of having the life I have always wanted. What are my life aspirations, you ask? To be happy. To be the best I can be. To never quit and to always do good for others. To find and defend the truth. I have about a month till my 20th birthday and it is just baffling to me. I am about to be 20 years old.  What? I think back to all that has happened to me and all the experiences I have been through to let me be in this exact spot being able to write this post. I stare out the window at the cars going by in the distance and hope that the drivers and passengers know that whatever they are going through, it is all going to be okay. I hope you, my readers and friends, know that this is all going to be okay.

 

Today’s Mantra:

“I AM solution-minded. Anything is possible.”

Have the best week and good luck. Proud of you x

Keep loving others and yourself.

blessings, A